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... this is kind of odd for me to do, but I've spent the last few days reading all of my blog posts on this site.
i'm just amazed i remembered the password.
just an update:
I've changed so much since high school. Ahaha, I loved reading this. I'm so happy I found it.. | | |
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That's me telling everyone to fuck off.
'specially Jon sometimes....
nah, mostly Castro sometimes.
Aye, the people I've been around for so long is starting to get me so upset.
I'm sure I have the same effect on them.
I wish I could just...die dammit!
>.<'.l.
Fuck. Teh. World. | | |
| ... I hate everything.
haha.
Just kiddinhg,
but I do stick by the motto "FUCK THE WORLD!"
I'm sure some happy camper came up with that while taking a beating...
Oh, that was me.
Life sucks, it's bullshit after bullshit and I just want to have a good time! Gimme a drink, gimme a blunt, let me live a little my god, it won't hurt to take that stick out of your ass... I'm sure it'd be comfortable! derf.
Vanessa Carlton!
randomness, it came to my mind.
this is going to be one of those "This fvcking girl makes no sense" posts. bare with me, I'm sure I've got a point.
boyfriends suck big time. they just do. if you were to ask any girl if their boyfriend blew, thay'd say yes.
i want a little rooooomance. not an obligation! you don't have to get me things, you don't have to do anything, I never asked for anything. You asked ME what i wanted, I said what I said, you said, no, something else, I said what I said, when we went to get it, you said for taht price you should get me my original idea which was on sale by the way, and you said yes. you promised an outing of breakfast, i wanted to go. I'm tired of being home or in the city constantly. I'm but a simple girl.. i just want simple things... but nooo, you had to be up all night googling girlie pictures, you had to be playing metal gear special ops [which is awesome by the way], butcha couldn't do that for me? you can smoke weed and play games with castro, butcha couldn't follow through on our plans eh? Yet again, yesterday was suppose to be MY day. you siad friday WE could go out, but nooooooo.
THAT my friends is a pretty long point. boyfriends blow. being single sounds like a blessing, but i don't know if that's what I want... I love him. oi. I need some fvcking advice!
- goodbye. | | |
| I'm a survey queen... x_x'
SUMMER'S OVER QUiiZ;;
Looking back on this summer, have you...
1. Drank alcohol? More than I should've.
2. Cried? In the summer? Oh HELL yes!
3. Kissed anyone? Yes.
4. Been on a vacation to a different state? No, different home! lol.
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? Nah.
6. Been to the beach? No....unless you count May 31st as summer...
7. Been to an island? Manhattan!!!! lol
8. Done drugs? Weed
9. Smoked? WEED and Cigerettes,
10. Snuck out? No need to...
11. Had a sleepover? YES!
12. Stayed up all night? If you live with Castro and Jonathan like me, you have no choice but to. Lol, or else you miss out.
13. Slept in someone elses bed? Yes - blushes -
14. Had sex with more then one person in a day? EW GOD NO!
15. Went skinny dipping? In the bathtub.
16. Been on the computer a lot? somewhat.
17. Played video games? yesire!
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? Yesire!
19. Been on over 30 car rides?Nope. Train baby.
20. Been grounded? Nope.
21. Been to a party? Yup.
22. Regret something?This summer? Nope.
23. Been dumped?Nope.
24. Lied?Y eah, no one knew about my smoking.
25. Done anything against the law?Previous answer = yes.
26. Been camping? No.
27. Got in a fight? Summer? No... but I beat up an older black lady in late november...
29. Stayed at a hotel? Yes. Hotel Maharaj... it's quite beautiful actually...
30. Talked on the phone all night? Yes, when I went back home.
31. Went shopping? Yup! wait--- yeah, yup!
34. Asked someone out? Yup.
35. Got in a car with a stranger?No...wait do Cabs count?
36. Lost someone close? Uh... Nope
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? Jonathan! <3 its really our bed though...
38. Been to a movie? Yup. Texas Chainsaw with Momma-in-law, Niki, and Prego
39. Been to a club?Nope.
40. Slept in? Yup
41. Got tanner? Nope.
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? Yup. i'm pretty sure.
43. Tried something new? Yup.
44. Did homework? SUMMER.
45. Learned something new?yup.
46. Went surfing?NO
47. Went dancing? nope.
48. Been to a concert? Nope, Fiendfest in October though!
49. Quoted a movie? Why of course!
50. Played with fire?Literally? Yes.
Looking back on this summer, have you...
51. Made new friends? Yeeeah, unexpected friendships did happen.
Who is the person/people you were with the most? Jonathan and Castro,
Where have you been the most? Jonathan's house and the City.
What is your favorite ice cream this summer?
Pistachio!!! @_@
What is the best day?
none
What is your biggest regret so far this summer?
It ended.
What is your favorite song this summer?
EVERYTHING DRAGON FORCE
and
When Demons Awake - Rhapsody.
What is your favorite movie this summer?
Clerks 2
Is this the best summer so far?
Yeah, it's pretty up there.
Spent the night with someone?
Yes.
Drank until your stomach hurt?
Yes.
Laughed until you almost peed your pants?
YES
Vacation?
Life is my vacation.
Went to the movies?
Y.E.S.
Gone shopping?
Y.E.S.
Had a job?
Y.E.S
Gotten freakishly bored?
No.
Gotten sunburned?
No.
Made a bonfire?
No.
Been outside during a lightning storm?
None here.
Been to another state?
No.
Changed something about your appearance?
Died my hair dark?
Gone on a road trip?
Nope. Train trip!
Had a g/f or b/f?
Yes.
Been in trouble with the cops/parents:
Cops? Yes. Vandalism.... Parents.... Yes... Human-VANDALISM. Lol
Had a memorable moment?
Union Square. Mark. Jon. Castro. Me. 10 blunts. Alcohol.
Sloth... "If the guy's cute!" LOL!
Had a horrible moment?
Noooo.
Lied to your parents?
Not really.
Missed a friend?
Yeah.
Gone on vacation with no parents?
NON.
Slept under the stars?
I wish.
Thought about school?
derf.
Been to the beach?
N.O
Eat fast food?
McDonalds.. It was a sign we weren't meant to be when I threw it up a couple of hours later.
Talked about the government/war?
Yes.
Went out to a restaurant with friends?
Yes. Applebees, Jon, Castro and I!!! <3
Talked with someone over an hour on the phone?
jonathan <3 and my sisters. Lol
Woke up before 10 when you didnt have to?
Yes.
Reunited with an old friend?
Not this summer...
Thought about a special someone?
Yeah...
Hoped they thought about you too?
Yeah.
Can you look at summer without any regrets?
Nope, none!
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| THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(lets see if you can get through it.)
((if not, you're too scared about your past))
-How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?:
3
-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?:
Yes.
-Are you crushin' on anybody?:
Not really, I'm perfectly content in love.
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?:
It hurt? No... It made me warm and fuzzy though...
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes, it wasn't intentional or anything...
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Im sure I'd be happy single, but I absolutley love where I'm at right now, so in a relationship.
-Have you ever been cheated on?:
Once, that I know of..
-What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?:
Teeth...well, smiles... shut up, if you knew me, you'd know why.
-Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Uhm, yes... well.... well, yes.
-Have you ever broken someone's heart?:
If I did, I'm sorry, but I highly doubt it, unless it were Chaz, but he's happy again.
-Talk to any of your ex's?:
Exes... WEll, no not really. I mean, Scott yes, occasionally, but thats about it.
-Have any feelings for your ex's?
Not anymore.
-Think any of your ex's feel the same ?
No. Not at all.
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:
I can't honestly answer that because I know I could be better, but I try to make him as happy as possible, so that's enough for me to say I'm a good girlfriend.
-Have you dated people who were not good to you?:
Not good for me...hmm... Yes, well, from an outside view.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
No, but I have been hit before by my boyfriend, but it's okay, becuase I kicked his ass... And since then he's never laid a finger on me again :)
-Have you dated someone older than you?:
Jonathan is 18, I'm 17.
-Younger?:
JJ, by a couple of hours. LOL!
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?:
Depending on what they did, sure.
-Believe in love at first sight?:
No. I believe in lust at first sight.
-Ever been given an engagement ring?
No. :(... but hey! I'm only 17! I've been asked to marry people though. LOL. NOT INCLUDING JASMINE. ♥
-Do you want to get married?:
Of course I do, when the time is right.
-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?:
To those I've hurt in some way, I'm sorry, truly.... especially Scott, for -- well, lying. And to those who hurt me like JJ, you suck horribly, but thanks for telling me about Tsunami Bomb. ha!
-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Not intentionally, and I never had anything with him.
-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?:
Ew, no. all my friend's boyfriends are gross!
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?:
Hmm, well yes. Maybe even worse because it's not something that you can erase like the word. | | |
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